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GeRi16
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Name: geri
Birthday: 5/2/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: God and human beings
Expertise: Crapping and day-dreaming
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
9/16/2004
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| I need to seriously watch my weight. I am fat like never before. I even feel like I am having symptoms of heart failure, that's how fat I am, arteries all clogged up! Terrible state I am in now. But who is to blame but myself seriously. I cannot stop eating. Food plays like a major part in my life now, esp good food that makes me happy eg chocolates. I miss my uni days when I was slim! Aih... How to save myself before I regret big time? | | |
| Yo yo, guess I have almost forgotten that I still have this blog. Heh. Plus, hall wireless blocked the access to xanga so yeah, I need to type on iPad which is like a bit hard. Anyway, I don't have the time to blog. Also, I tried to contain most of the emotions within myself because I am trying to grow up. Yes, to be less emotional and stop being so naked about my feelings online :) BUT, I am back! HAHAHAHHA epic fail. And the story begins, I think I am starting to like again......... Contrary to popular belief, it's not that hard to catch my attention. Just be a gentleman, be nice, be kind and that's all it takes to make me miss you, think about you and want to see you. I miss you dropping by and giving me that smile. I miss your singing. I miss it when we look into each other's eyes and then we smile. I miss your dimples. I miss catching you staring from the corner of my eyes (or just me thinking too much). I miss your kindness. I miss how you always offer to help. I miss how you are always there. If any of you happen to look back and see me staring and if you just take one step forward, let me tell you, I can easily fall very hard, very very hard and it is up to you whether you want to catch or not. And if all else fail, I might just forever give up because it is so tiring to figure out my feelings. Crap, enough for one night. | | |
| It has been a long while. Very long indeed. I've gone through that phase of complaining and babbling about life on my blog. I guess I've become a more private person now. I still feel many emotions and have thoughts about many things but i choose most of the time to keep them to myself. Good or bad, I don't really know. I am left one one third of pre-reg training. Time flies isn't it? For the past months, I really wanna to thank God for seeing me through. I must say He is always there for me, performing miracles over and over again. I don't know what future is like, but I trust that it is good in God's hands. God's love is so good, really, come experience it yourself. Great, I'm tired now. Ok. Good night. | | |
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| Today I was chatting with my colleagues (funny how i refer my friends as colleagues now that we are at work and not at school anymore) and we talked about a lot of things, from changing jobs to citizenships to relationships and family. We also talked about sickness, death and how life is so short and people can just be diagnosed with a malignant illness or die suddenly. Death can come and snatch you away from this world at any point in your life. Nobody knows when. But I am not afraid and am glad that I have the assurance of heaven. :) I know where I am going to and the hope in eternity gives me strength and confidence to live every day in this temporal place to the fullest. Fullest is to live by God's will, and it sure gives so much pleasure than just chasing after temporal things of this earth. Coz I know by making God's will the center of my life, I am storing treasures in heaven. Heaven is a wonderful place. A place without sufferings and sorrows, a place where we can worship God 24/7, tell me, how not wonderful that is? :D Do you not want to have your eternity spent in heaven? :) Once, I was telling someone how I would give him a car in heaven. And he said this, "We don't need cars in heaven, we have eternity to walk." :) Beautiful, to picture us just walking and chatting forever, with God. And why would I be afraid to enter that Kingdom? Fearless. Peace. | | |
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