Why do I feel so crazily in love with you for a moment but totally can ignore that feeling the next moment? I don't know how many times in a day that I fall for you again and again. It just happens so naturally whenever I think of you.
It feels good to be back at work! At least I am out there burning some fats and not staying at home and rot.
I suspect that I am beginning to like preceptorship despite my usual complaints. Now I sorta understand how the first batch of students feel when they said they've been missing the pharmacy after preceptorship. Hmmm.... okay, I shall not jump to conclusion so quickly that I am in love with the pharmacy because I still have 3 weeks and bad things might happen. So yeah. I'll stay on the safe side first.
But today was fun because all of us from the pharmacy went over to one of the preceptors' new place for housewarming after work. He only invited us so it was quite a warm gathering. =) A good time to get ourselves out of the serious preceptor-preceptee relationship and maybe hopefully move on to becoming friends.
The three pharmacists sitting in front and the students behind. The pharmacists all looking good huh? =p
It feels good to have pharmacists and future pharmacists gathered together to chit-chat. It's my first time having like real pharmacists from the working world as friends so it feels good. But at the same time, reality hit me hard too when I realise I only have 2, TWO, DUA, 两，に, years left before I'm out there like one of them.
SHIT! Now then I feel a little bit connected to the pharmacy world. Now then I panick. I better stop dreaming about fairy tale and the impossible and start getting serious about pharmacy, serious with life. I hope it's not too late. =p *fingers crossed*
Haven't been listening to his songs for quite some time. Feel really bad because I just got to listen to his new album (not very new actually) and got addicted to this song. What kind of fan is this!? Sorry, I'm slow la but thanks to Jay. No matter how others criticize him for not being creative enough, for writing the same kind of song over and over again, for not singing clearly, but you can never deny his talent in writing songs. EH, you think so easy is it? You go write yourself la!
His songs never fail to reach and touch the deepest part of my soul. 稻香 - this song is light and easy. I am going to add into the "Guide to heal a broken heart" list which is to listen to Jay's songs. Not the "只剩下钢琴陪我弹了一夜.." kind (means the melancholic kind), but the light and easy and motivational kind. He is such a good song-writer! (edit: that's how this song won the best song in the recent "Taiwan Golden Music Awards")
You can hum along with the song. It's so.. happi-fying! The lyrics are good too!
If you are dumped by your boyfriend/ your boyfriend makes you sad/ the person you like doesnt like you/ the person you like doesnt know that you like him/ you don't know how to tell the person you like that you like him/ the person you like has a girlfriend/ any other possible sad story,
you should do this:
1. Stop listening to slow emo songs that sadden you even more and start listening to some rock music that makes you shake your head and forget all your sorrow.
2. Chat to your bestest friends about all the happy things and drown your sadness by laughing out loud with your best friends.
3. Keep yourself as busy as possible and try to clear off all the things that you were supposed to do.
4. Start spotting for all the imperfect things about him. Probably he's not that perfect after all.
5. Count the blessings that you have and not the things that you cannot get. The grass is always greener on the other side so just shift your focus away from 'the other side'.
6. Keep smiling. Don't let your lips droop even though you don't feel like smiling at all, force yourself too.
7. Laugh as hard as possible to keep the tears away. Laugh at yourself!
8. Tell yourself that you are strong. Nobody shall ever make you cry, even if you really feel painful on the inside, it's gonna make you, not break you.
9. Cut off all possible connection with him. Take him out of your world. There is never such a person that exist in your life. Stop looking for him. Stop viewing his facebook. Stop searching for his nick. Stop all things about him.
10. Keep your head high to keep the tears away. Smile and look forward.
And now, to reread the post and do the application. There comes the hardest part. Easier said than done but believe you can, no matter how long it takes as long as you try.
